I was on a walk last week, realizing how much easier it's been for me to get up and get going. I have to admit that I'd been struggling with that for a while. Going on walks in the past few years felt like a chore, but at least for the time being, I'm starting to find them more pleasant. It has nothing to do with the season. In fact, we're going through a terrible winter, and I'm not exaggerating about that. I'm still finding a lot to be happy about, though. I don't know the reason behind it. I only know that I'm no longer feeling reluctant to start my day, and there's more energy, too.
I don't normally consider myself that ambitious, but I've got a few plans up my sleeve to try out, even though I'm unsure if I have the support. There have been continuous thoughts and messages coming at me from intentional and unintentional sources sending me a message to go for it, despite the fact that I have no idea of it being successful. To be honest, I've had too many instances in the past when I've tried things only to be left disappointed and heartbroken. Because of that, it's difficult for me to jump into things, especially when I put my heart into it. It's still worth trying.
Here's to hoping the trend continues, so that I make some good decisions for the next steps in life!
A relaxation video made here from my Aurora Borealis night light:
